I'm back for now! ^_^ Well... At least, as back as I'll ever be. I'll still be pretty busy, but I should be finishing Part VI for Seven soon. With some luck, book three for Melody Maker (I really need to come up with a name for the trilogy...) should begin soon. I still have to work out some details...
So... Yeah.
I'm still annoyed at my dad for telling me that I can't write. *cries* It makes me so insecure... But it may be true, because my writing does need work...
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Hiatus
I probably won't be able to write much until there's vacation. I've got a lot on my hands. And I'm sick. I have a huge headache and I can barely concentrate and I still have homework. So forgive me. I'll try my best to update a LOT when I'm back.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Collision
Well... I got hit. By a car. Today. *sighs*
I was walking down the street and when I was in the middle of the road, the lights changed and cars started moving. I hesitated on whether to try and cross the last stretch or back up to let cars go past me. (I would have been right in the middle of the road and the cars would have whooshed past me.) The car came too fast and I didn't have time. I flew into the air.
At that moment, there was the beautiful clear blue sky. All I could think of was, "Wow. It's so beautiful." And then I landed rear end first onto the ground. And then I also hit my head. I called my parents and my friends who I had been going towards and then I was whisked off to the ER. I lay there until my parents and my friends showed up.
When I first got there, I cursed at how stupid I was. And then I realized it wasn't completely my fault and also not the worst thing that could have happened.
Yes, I should have stopped and moved back. I should have been more careful. But the driver should have seen me in the middle of the road. The driver should have stopped. And she shouldn't have accused me for running when I wasn't.
And there was another patient nearby. He was an elderly man, and he had been hit by a car as well. But he was having problems with his spine. I realized that that could have been me. It could have been a lot worse than it was. I could have broken something. I could have injured my back. I could have died.
I just feel so lucky that I'm still with all of you. And I'll be more careful in the future. Walking down the street, driving...I'll make sure that I am more on my guard and try not to make the mistake I did and the mistake that the person who hit me did.
I was walking down the street and when I was in the middle of the road, the lights changed and cars started moving. I hesitated on whether to try and cross the last stretch or back up to let cars go past me. (I would have been right in the middle of the road and the cars would have whooshed past me.) The car came too fast and I didn't have time. I flew into the air.
At that moment, there was the beautiful clear blue sky. All I could think of was, "Wow. It's so beautiful." And then I landed rear end first onto the ground. And then I also hit my head. I called my parents and my friends who I had been going towards and then I was whisked off to the ER. I lay there until my parents and my friends showed up.
When I first got there, I cursed at how stupid I was. And then I realized it wasn't completely my fault and also not the worst thing that could have happened.
Yes, I should have stopped and moved back. I should have been more careful. But the driver should have seen me in the middle of the road. The driver should have stopped. And she shouldn't have accused me for running when I wasn't.
And there was another patient nearby. He was an elderly man, and he had been hit by a car as well. But he was having problems with his spine. I realized that that could have been me. It could have been a lot worse than it was. I could have broken something. I could have injured my back. I could have died.
I just feel so lucky that I'm still with all of you. And I'll be more careful in the future. Walking down the street, driving...I'll make sure that I am more on my guard and try not to make the mistake I did and the mistake that the person who hit me did.
Monday, July 21, 2008
Blog List
Is it only just me, or does the thing seem messed up? I updated TOS just today, but it says I updated it a week ago, though it does change the most recent title on the blog. Weird...
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
My Songs
I have a few songs that are basically my favorites because they reflect life for me and inspire me. Here is a list and the lyrics of these songs.
This One's for the Girls
by Martina Mcbride
This one's for all you girls about thirteen
High school can be so rough, can be so mean
Hold onto, on to your innocence
Stand your ground when everyone's giving in
This one's for the girls
This is for all you girls about twenty-five
In a little apartment, just trying to get by
Living on, on dreams and spaghetti-o's
Wondering where you life is gonna go
This one's for the girls
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who've wished upon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you are
This one's for the girls
Who love without holding back
Who dream with everything they have
All around the world
This one's for the girls
This is for all you girls about forty-two
Tossing pennies into the Fountain of Youth
Every laugh, laugh line on your face
Made you who you are today
This one's for the girls
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who've wished upon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you are
This one's for the girls
Who love without holding back
Who dream with everything they have
All around the world
This one's for the girls
Yeah, we're all the same inside (same inside)
From 1 to 99
This one's for the girls
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who've wished upon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you are
This one's for the girls
Who love without holding back
Who dream with everything they have
All around the world
This one's for the girls
Yeah, this one's for the girls
Breakaway
by Kelly Clarkson
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes 'til I touch the sky and I'll
Make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love and I'll
Take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on an airplane, far away (I will pray)
And breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes 'til I touch the sky and I'll
Make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love and I'll
Take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Building with a hundred floor
Swinging 'round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep movin' on, movin' on
Fly away
Breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you good bye, I gotta
Take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from, I gotta
Take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Breakaway
Breakaway
Stand in the Rain
by Superchick
She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain
She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain
All the Things She Said (English version)
By t.A.T.u
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head (3x)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head (2x)
All the things she said
All the things she said
This is not enough,
enough (Echo 3x)
I'm in serious sh**, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I eva believe such a perfect surprise?
I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free (Echo 1x)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head (3x)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head (2x)
All the things she said
This is not enough [wa wa] (2x)
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
รข€˜Cause I'm feelin' for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head (3x)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head (2x)
All the things she said
This is not enough (2x)
All the things she said (11x)
Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind
Daddy lookin' at me
Will I eva be free?
Have I crossed the line?
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head (3x)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head (2x)
All the things she said
This is not enough (2x)
All the things she said (Echo 3x)
One Step at a Time
by Jordin Sparks
Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
Potential Break Up Song
by Aly and AJ
It took too long
It took too long
It took too long for you to call back
And normally I would just forget that
Except for the fact it was my birthday
My stupid birthday
I played along
I played along
I played along
Rolled right off my back
But obviously my armor was cracked
What kind of a boyfriend would forget that?
Who would forget that?
The type of guy who doesn't see
What he has until she leaves
Don't let me go
Cause without me you know you're lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
Soon you will know
You're not living
'Til you're living, living with me
You're not winning
'Til you're winning, winning me
You're not getting
'Til you're getting, getting me
You're not living 'til you're living, living for me
This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me
We got along
We got along
We got along until you did that
Now all I want is just my stuff back
Do you get that?
Let me repeat that
I want my stuff back
You can send it in a box
I don't care
Just drop it off
I won't be home
Cause without me you know you're lost
Minus you, I'm better off
Soon you will know
You're not living
'Til you're living, living with me
You're not winning
'Til you're winning, winning me
You're not getting
'Til you're getting, getting me
You're not living 'til you're living, living for me
You can try
You can try
You know I'd know it'd be a lie
Without me you're gonna die
So you betta think clearly, clearly
Before you nearly, nearly messed up the situation
That you're gonna miss dearly, dearly
Come on!
You're not living
'Til you're living, living with me
You're not winning
'Til you're winning, winning me
You're not getting
'Til you're getting, getting me
You're not living 'til you're living, living for me
This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please, tell me
This is the potential makeup song
Please just admit you're wrong
Which will it be
Which will it be
Because of You
by Kelly Clarkson
By Avril Lavigne
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the sh** that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Not saying I don't like other songs-I like a lot of songs- but these are my personal favorites because I can relate to them.
This One's for the Girls
by Martina Mcbride
This one's for all you girls about thirteen
High school can be so rough, can be so mean
Hold onto, on to your innocence
Stand your ground when everyone's giving in
This one's for the girls
This is for all you girls about twenty-five
In a little apartment, just trying to get by
Living on, on dreams and spaghetti-o's
Wondering where you life is gonna go
This one's for the girls
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who've wished upon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you are
This one's for the girls
Who love without holding back
Who dream with everything they have
All around the world
This one's for the girls
This is for all you girls about forty-two
Tossing pennies into the Fountain of Youth
Every laugh, laugh line on your face
Made you who you are today
This one's for the girls
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who've wished upon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you are
This one's for the girls
Who love without holding back
Who dream with everything they have
All around the world
This one's for the girls
Yeah, we're all the same inside (same inside)
From 1 to 99
This one's for the girls
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who've wished upon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you are
This one's for the girls
Who love without holding back
Who dream with everything they have
All around the world
This one's for the girls
Yeah, this one's for the girls
Breakaway
by Kelly Clarkson
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes 'til I touch the sky and I'll
Make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love and I'll
Take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on an airplane, far away (I will pray)
And breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes 'til I touch the sky and I'll
Make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love and I'll
Take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Building with a hundred floor
Swinging 'round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep movin' on, movin' on
Fly away
Breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you good bye, I gotta
Take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from, I gotta
Take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Breakaway
Breakaway
Stand in the Rain
by Superchick
She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain
She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain
All the Things She Said (English version)
By t.A.T.u
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head (3x)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head (2x)
All the things she said
All the things she said
This is not enough,
enough (Echo 3x)
I'm in serious sh**, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I eva believe such a perfect surprise?
I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free (Echo 1x)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head (3x)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head (2x)
All the things she said
This is not enough [wa wa] (2x)
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
รข€˜Cause I'm feelin' for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head (3x)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head (2x)
All the things she said
This is not enough (2x)
All the things she said (11x)
Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind
Daddy lookin' at me
Will I eva be free?
Have I crossed the line?
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head (3x)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Runnin' through my head (2x)
All the things she said
This is not enough (2x)
All the things she said (Echo 3x)
One Step at a Time
by Jordin Sparks
Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
Potential Break Up Song
by Aly and AJ
It took too long
It took too long
It took too long for you to call back
And normally I would just forget that
Except for the fact it was my birthday
My stupid birthday
I played along
I played along
I played along
Rolled right off my back
But obviously my armor was cracked
What kind of a boyfriend would forget that?
Who would forget that?
The type of guy who doesn't see
What he has until she leaves
Don't let me go
Cause without me you know you're lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
Soon you will know
You're not living
'Til you're living, living with me
You're not winning
'Til you're winning, winning me
You're not getting
'Til you're getting, getting me
You're not living 'til you're living, living for me
This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me
We got along
We got along
We got along until you did that
Now all I want is just my stuff back
Do you get that?
Let me repeat that
I want my stuff back
You can send it in a box
I don't care
Just drop it off
I won't be home
Cause without me you know you're lost
Minus you, I'm better off
Soon you will know
You're not living
'Til you're living, living with me
You're not winning
'Til you're winning, winning me
You're not getting
'Til you're getting, getting me
You're not living 'til you're living, living for me
You can try
You can try
You know I'd know it'd be a lie
Without me you're gonna die
So you betta think clearly, clearly
Before you nearly, nearly messed up the situation
That you're gonna miss dearly, dearly
Come on!
You're not living
'Til you're living, living with me
You're not winning
'Til you're winning, winning me
You're not getting
'Til you're getting, getting me
You're not living 'til you're living, living for me
This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please, tell me
This is the potential makeup song
Please just admit you're wrong
Which will it be
Which will it be
Because of You
by Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of youMy Happy EndingBy Avril Lavigne
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the sh** that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Not saying I don't like other songs-I like a lot of songs- but these are my personal favorites because I can relate to them.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Stupid School Computers
I'm annoyed at the school computers. For one, they're slow. They don't have modzilla firefox. And now I find that I can't do italics or bold, which I need to write TTT (Traveling Through Time). And I know I won't have time later today because I won't be able to get onto the computer after school and this is the only time I really have today. I can't work on my other blogs because A TS Story might make some people twitchy and you know my problem with TTT. I could work on TTT Information, but there's not much to really post. I could work on a short story, but I have no inspiriation. So the only thing I have right now is to get annoyed and type about how annoyed I am. So here I am, doing exactly what I wrote. It's not very interesting at all and I'm probably boring you out with my writing. This is definitely not something I would read normally, and I don't think you guys would read anything like this normally either.
It's a good thing that I don't have to tolerate these school computers much longer because I'm going to high school. The thing is, I don't know how good the high school computers are. For all I know, they could be the same or even worse. Now that would suck. I just hope the computers are better.
Oh, my parents said that I could get a laptop in high school if I pay for half of it. But I can get any laptop I want. Which is good. Just, I don't really know how much I would be willing to spend on a laptop and which laptops are good. I'll have to do some searching I guess, but I really don't know what to search for. I've never done laptop shopping. A friend of mine suggested I search on amazon.com and organize it by price so I could compare style and prices and all the fun stuff. I suppose I could do that, but I really don't feel like it right now. What I reallly want to do is write, so that's what I'm doing. Although, it's not a very interesting thing to write about.
I'll stop ranting now and stare off into space. Thanks for tolerating with my little post here that has no purpose what so ever.
It's a good thing that I don't have to tolerate these school computers much longer because I'm going to high school. The thing is, I don't know how good the high school computers are. For all I know, they could be the same or even worse. Now that would suck. I just hope the computers are better.
Oh, my parents said that I could get a laptop in high school if I pay for half of it. But I can get any laptop I want. Which is good. Just, I don't really know how much I would be willing to spend on a laptop and which laptops are good. I'll have to do some searching I guess, but I really don't know what to search for. I've never done laptop shopping. A friend of mine suggested I search on amazon.com and organize it by price so I could compare style and prices and all the fun stuff. I suppose I could do that, but I really don't feel like it right now. What I reallly want to do is write, so that's what I'm doing. Although, it's not a very interesting thing to write about.
I'll stop ranting now and stare off into space. Thanks for tolerating with my little post here that has no purpose what so ever.
Monday, June 9, 2008
Rant
My brother is currently bawling his head off, complaining that he can't call his friend to organize a playdate. He's already been screaming and crying for the last 15 minutes and driving me crazy. He had to call mom to get permission, so he called like 20 times until she picked up. Actually, somewhere in between, he had me call around 5 times. I told him to go away and stop bothering me originally, but he kept jumping up and down and crying and screaming and saying that he needed to talk to mom. Eventually I just got fed up and called her. Again and again. He also was crying when he messed up her phone number a couple times. He probably called some random person who was completely confused at the fact that there was this little kid saying, "Ma? Ma? Ma?! Ma!" a billion times. (By the way, ma means mom in Chinese, for those who don't know. Err, well, can be, if you pronounce it Chinese style. I suppose it would make sense in English too, now that I think of it.) And then finally she picked up and then she said that he couldn't call and then he started whining and screaming, and so I got fed up and screamed at him to shut up. (You think that's not bad, but in our household, even shut up is a "bad word" and cannot be used. Consider this, I grew up in a household where stupid and idiot are considered swears.) I was really annoyed. I would have swore if my concience would let me. (My brother's only 8 and should not know swears yet. Or at least, that's how it is in my household.)
You know, I was surprised at how much my voice can carry. It ended up a lot louder than I wanted it to.
But I am so fed up with dealing with this spoiled brat. He gets almost anything he wants. I just want to smack him and scream in his face. I am seriously pissed off and ready to knock him out for some peace and quiet so I can do my homework.
Currently, he's walking around sniffing and crying and going up and down the stairs.
You know, I was surprised at how much my voice can carry. It ended up a lot louder than I wanted it to.
But I am so fed up with dealing with this spoiled brat. He gets almost anything he wants. I just want to smack him and scream in his face. I am seriously pissed off and ready to knock him out for some peace and quiet so I can do my homework.
Currently, he's walking around sniffing and crying and going up and down the stairs.
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